83 Days

Thanksgiving tomorrow. What am I most thankful for? My daughter. She is my whole entire world and I love her more than I ever knew I was capable of loving any living thing. She is truly the light in my life and I could breath her in every second of every day and still, it …

75 Days, God Bless America!

Holy nightmare! I just woke up from cheating on my husband, drinking wine out of the bottle, destroying a fictional apartment complex, (yup, the entire complex- it looked a lot like the 3 story resort block we stayed at in Hawaii, but the back opened up to my childhood backyard.) Everyone I knew and love …

70 Dias

I recently turned 33. For my birthday, I received 2 bottles of wine and a really nice bottle of whiskey. I really am appreciative people thought of me, and I know these are very standard gifts, but I can only cook so much Beef Burgundy with the wine. Whiskey is being regifted to my dad, …

Day 66

One time, about 4 years ago, pre-kid, pre-husband, I was invited to a party. The party was fun, I drank more than most people, quietly, and nothing eventful happened. The party included a guest, Lisa. Lisa drank like me. We would see each other at events like this occasionally, and on most of those occasions, …

61 days, 9hrs, 34 min

I downloaded a sobriety clock about two weeks ago, and it is now my go-to for counting how many days have passed since September 1st. In the early days I knew without looking how many days it was. (Okay, truth - this was a big reason I picked September 1st. That first month was so easy …